N.E.W...Y.E.A.R...

salam

its
January First Two Thousandth n Nine
what i hev to say?
ok ok ok..

H.A.P.P.Y....N.E.W....Y.E.A.R

i'm form5 n hev to sit
CERTIFICATE OF EDUCATION MALAYSIA
I dunno what to say,
but i hev to sit it
i cant resent it
nor do i get rid of it
i hev to work harder
i hev to learn harder
i hev to
uuummmmmmmmmmmm
*thrown by a rotten tomato*

say about spm...
i hev to sit for 11 papers plus 1
if i wanna take Art n Visual Education
or in malay, Pendidikan Seni dan Visual
...
but i dont think my mom say yes for that subject...
the 11 subjects are
BM, BI, MATH, SJ, BIO, FIZ, CHEM, ADDMATH, PSI,PQS n BA

many people say that
SPM or CoEM
will determine our future after the school years...
but a few say that not only the test matters..
is also about your experience n skills
da skills dont mean educational skills only
is also about skills to live a life
skills to live when we adrift in a sea of trouble

say about my future
i cant avoid to say
that i felt confused for what i'm about to be
i love chemistry and biology
but at the same time i like information n technology
and also arts
some years ago,
i said i want to be
a doctor
now i say i want to be
a farmacist
(i realized that i cant stand to see blood in a long time)
but i dont know if i will be an artist ( idk )
...
......
...

i cant say that i will be quitting
runescape
to concentrate on my studies
(and also secretary work as i am a hostel secretary)
runescape is my favourite game
as i can spent my time
and also interact with people all over the world
(many of my friends cant believe this)
this is how i socialize
bcoz i seldom go out home
except shopping with my mother or tuition or seminar
hurmmmmmmmmmmmmm
*thrown by a rotten tomato again*

i afraid that i will say...
i dont hev any ideas.....